halloween

so this weekend is halloween . i hope the weather gets nice because theres nothing worse than trying to fit a costume over a winter coat.
im not doing much for my costume just probably gonna wear what i did for fetish night & put a spider on my hat lol . the bar is going to be nuts because it always is on halloween


yes i know i was going to post more but life gets in the way . so im gong to have to do it in the mornings. i am up by myself well me & the nasty little doggie lol all i hear from him is the rattle of his collar. & yes he has a costume for sat. its not much but a purple collar & yes he let me put it on him . \we took him yesterday when i went to work & he was soooo cold he was shivering . poor ting. so now when he goes in the morning he will have to wear his jacket. or his hoodie if i can get it on him he doesnt like it because it zippers up. id get booties for him but he wouldnt go for that lol . although i might try because dollarama has these purple ones that would match his collar lol

so im of to wake the rest of the house off to the village . i am in here for the week .

i eomise to write more .

i should be sleeping

yup i ws up till the sun came out again this morning . cause of work & i have work again tonight .
i havent been sleeping as i should & so of course im so tired & emotional i could bawl @ the drop of a hat.

& it doesnt hal that the nasty little doggie is in my spot on the couch & hubby is across the bed lol .
poor doggie the other night he ran out of food. now he eats better than we do ( have you sen wats in canned dog food ? no wonder sr citizens are eating it when they cant afford ppl food i bet if it was cooked with different spices no one would know ) but anyhoo off to the doggie lol . the oldest boy fetd him & i dont know why the animal cant stay in the same room as his food & eat it he had to come out to the living room . with it . so of course the cat sees the big bowl of food there & ignoring her food she starts to eat his. now what does the dog do ..... he doesnt go out & demand his food back ... he ... wait for it.... sits on the floor & starts to cry!!!!!!!!!!!
& im like come on its not like you dont have any food left lol . but he quickly got over it & chased the cat to the third floor it took her 2 days to come down.

today we went to a park to play with the younguns it took us about 20 minutes to actually get there because it is in the oppisite side of a pond so we went in & f course hubbybubby didnt look at the signs or what i was telling him & we ended up in a trailor park lol & then back where we started . then after finding the place the children get out & there was a merrygo round. now i thought these things were all taken out of the playgrounds because a child could go flying off itf it was going fast enough . so being the ever concerned mom i told them if theyre getting on they have to hold on because i didnt want any trips to the hospital ( especally in a strange town ) \ so the children get on & of course they are too close to the edge with their heads hanging over ( they ust had to see the ground lol ) & after repeated warnings they finally listend to me . but thats not everthing . hubbybubby was in the van ( he was exausted & all that crap ) but the youngest boy fell off! there was about 30 seconds of tears ( both his & mine because we all thought he was hurt lol ) then he sat down & just started laughing & he has this highpitched giggle that is so nice to hear . & he couldnt stop laughing . i was moving his arm around asking if it hurt . he was laughng& saying es but not that bad . \ well he isnt hurt any more so alls good \
but hubbybubby is sporting a sore chest from where the thing hit him as he was trying to stop it so the little one could get off ( she choose the one time it was going really fast to get off lol ) & hubbybubby got hit with it... hes gonna live but its ironic that he went so many years without getting hurt & the one time he pushes his children he is lol .

so off to bed for a napiepoo & then to work .....

.sorry it took so long to update going to try to update more !

what a weekend

yes its late to tell what happend this weekend but theres so much

friday was the dragshow..... all i can say is doris got trashed & ended up making 2 guys into queens lol . they were good sports thouugh .

then F had the dea for a drag race & of course running through a sketchy alley @ 2 am is not a good idea but running through a sketcy alley @ 2 am dressed in drag is an even worse idea. the poor guys gf had ran through something she shouldnt of & almost got he ass kicked! ... its nice to know though that it took him less than a minute to get out of his dress & out to hurt someone! .

Sat was fetish night ... & if you have never been to one its something worth going too lol .
we were packed ..... there was a line up sionce 1:15 am & even when the sound blew there was still a line up! .

before work Sat night it was T's b day party! we went to yuck yucks & had a ball .... the headliner was vile & made fun of the 3 "gay " cowboys lol ( he didnt know they were gay & thats why the jokes bomed lo) ... but it was so much fun .. &when the show was over he got up & got naked ( the comenian not todd lol)

it was great un by all .

sunday was the pride parade & i didnt march we waited by the bank or the dra races. that was fun too instant drag make overs & more running ....

i saw so many friends i havent seen in a while & it was great .

& i wanna say congrats to S&V they got married sat night . they both are so hapy & its great !!! so off to the wonderful world of work now... moreposts to follow ...

12 years

thats right 12 years . hubby & i have been married . one time in my life i couldnt immagine being married at all . but 12 years is good.
so much for those who didnt give us 6 months . fooled them lol .

tomorrow D&G go to camp i cant wait . lil S will be home it felt so bad sending him he cried .

& yes the time of 2:11 is correct . blogging from work

couple of nights comin up here next week is pride so it should be fun,

so hopefully it will be time to go home to sleep a few hours till its time to get up

till next time

july

little miss started day camp this morning . it was recomended because she is a little anti socal & she needs to do something by her self which is good. so that means when the 2 older kids go it will just be S here by himself all day & to a 10 yr old thats a little boring i think . but what can i do im working .
i am moving from the GM project @ work to the GE project. im a little excited & nervous all at the same time.
its new so it will be fun. .

this weekend was good i resisted the urge to smalc F with my shoe several times lol .

but im off to the second last day of GM :)

wow what a week . \ the kids are out of school & they for the most part did well . little miss has some issues but hopefully were going to work on them over the summer. D was just lazy this year & didnt do his work . he apparently did not learn his lesson last year & didnt finish his english exam so hes doing english again next year.
G did amazingly well all but math but she studied & asked for help she tried her best . so im not upset especall when she pulled high 70s & low 80s.
S did great too . For children that had a hard yeat they did ok \

This week we lost some ledgends . Ed mcmahon passed this week , as did Farah Faucett she will be missed .
This wa all overshaddowed by the death of the King of pop Michael Jackson . it was a shock to everyone. i feel sad for his 3 children i hope that they are able to not be expolited by whom ever gets custody of them & they have long happy lives . to loose a parent is hard but to loose the only one you have ever known is immaginable.

so summers begun of course the children were up really early frday morning when they could sleep in . but of course its ok

we have no major plans for summer as of yet of course theres camp :)

till next time enjoy

sickie

i hate being sick . i dont get sick often but when i do im just miserable. i hates it. \ but on the brightside school is over soon so no more up early in the morning yay
exams start next week & so thats going to be fun .

well off to bed yet again & oh so nice drugs :(

ugh

why do i always get sick in june . im just miserable & of course hub is not making it easy for me . although he has left me alone all day but it would be nice to have someone here side from the cat to share in my miserable ness lol.

but F is all pissed because the bar has twitter . he left me a nasty assed post about how he dont like it but fuck it . its fun gives us something to do lol.

J even has it so were havin fun with it.

school is almost over for the year n now we have summer camp to look forward too so thats not had even though SH is going by himself & im bewvous because he hasn gone away by himself before bbut i know hes gonna be ok .

so off to bed again with me hopefully ill sleep ok soon

first dip in the pond

the kids took their first dip in the pond of course it was cold lol but they woldnt admit it .
Paco loved it & he slept all the way back from the cabin. G was her usual self ( i swear she wont make it to the end of the summer. \Tonight hopefully will be good @ the BAr D is playing he hasnt played for a while,
have i mentioned yet im not too fond of the laptop keyboard im not used to the compactness of it.
but oh well lol
going to try to update this more even if it is just random thoughts . \ De is trying to get twitter to work on my phone so i get ppls updates but i guess hes not gonna be able to get it . but off hubbybubby is home with PIZZA lol see ya

happy easter

so easter is here yet again we didnt make it to church because little miss decided to wake up when i got home from work @ 4:30 am . last night was a busy nigh things just went nuts! its like everyone decided to go out all at once lol . we have a new busboy @ the bar hes working out great so far. hes the bf of a friend who passed away a few months ago & i hink that hes going to be ok . i had a dream again the other night he was telling me to make sure was ok when he was at the bar. ive been having pretty messed up dreams again but thats ok . we will all be ok . D getshis cast off tomorrow he cant wait finally lol .

but im off to cook sigh

so much has happend.............

....since i last wrote anything , the childre were gone & are now back .im working @ the bar. work is nuts just nuts.
hubbys on at the bar as well hes the cleaner . no one knows the hell we were going through these past months . i wanted him not to tell anyone but he did of course so that means im being judged yet again , because when things go wrong with the family me being the mom has to pick up the pieces & im the one who gets blamed for , because im supposed to stay home & be the mom but with him not able to do anything hes a fussy ass . i have to work . which sucks!! \
D broke his arm a few weeeks ago he was going to punch G so he hit the wall again hes learning a lot f lessons the hard way , he did this then he was banging the mouse off the desk & of course we had to boy a new mouse.but the girls got it its a hello kitty one & of course i got them a dora mouse & of course now they have mine because they cant get the mouse to work with it lol . but things are getting better . tiy know whAT THEY SAY IF IT DOESNT KILL YOU IT WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER TILL NExt time

wow

october was the last time i was here . a lot has happend since then
weve had family trouble & stuff like that.
christmas was a bust but things are getting better i would be in the mental if it wasnt for our friends & their support. you really know who your friends are when your going through shit.

last month had me saying goodbye to 2 friends one friend we were great friends in high school & did a lot of things together , she passed as well as the baby she was carring . it was so sad to be at her funeral. i only knew one person or really reconized one person because it has been years since i have seen anyone from way back when. but it was a nice rememberance of her

then on my way to her funeral i got a call that another friend comitted suicide the night before no one knows why i wish we knew but that question will never be answerd . i have so many memories of himn its not funny ive only known him about 2 years but we were great friends ,. i hope his family dont blame themselves for this usless loss.

im workig full time @ the bar & im thinking of writing again . im not sure what i want to write but im thinking its time again . i get so much out when i do write its not funny i see enough @ the bar that i could write a great drama becauase thats all thats there .


so im goig to try to write here every day or at least every second day ........